Hello darling John,
such a long time since I wrote to you, although I keep in touch at the park and I talk to your picture and talk to you in my head.
Since I was last writing here, I have seem a lawyer to get my will sorted out, and the power of attorney to Andrew and Philip....I met him a friend of Philip Cantors, on April 4th and now it is almost complete, just Andrew's signature needed now.
I have had a lomi lomi massage at last with Beth, I lost at the grand national this year, but enjoyed watching it with Andrew.
The whole apartment has been painted and looks good, the garden has been cleaned up for summer and we have new stone chips, and I have a little sculpture to remind me of our love, " the lovers"
I have finished my two Artist's Way groups and had a joint workshop with both groups one Saturday, at Rachels.It was good.
I went to visit Roy Long in hospital, he was in a lot of pain, and still unsure how he will be , very fragile.
I was very upset after the visit, I relived the months I visited you in hospital,and felt a great sense of loss of you.
I felt quite ill for about a week after it, and had to cancel a lot of things, which was good as I rarely do.
I have seen a lot of Philip C and Tony and that is a good thing, Lucy's niece Lola is to have Anita's amazing dolls house, which I am happy about.I miss Anita a lot.
I see more of Margaret these days, sadly her sister died a few weeks ago, her funeral is the same day and Julies wedding....lifes rich pattern.
I had a lovely weekend in Balloch with Sandra , we toured around the local spots, and visited Cardross seminary in memory of you, it was quite emotional.We also had a fantastic spa day at the Carrick.
Philip came home a week ago, and it has been lovely to have him here, even with his vast amounts of gear.
We caught up, ate food drank wine, toured Liverpool, enjoyed light night, and spent time with Andrew and Lucy.He is now visiting friends in Manchester. I have been catching up with work, banking, home care, shopping, preparations for travelling to Glasgow for Julie's wedding.
I miss you so much, I have had a lot of your art framed and have a shrine to your work in the little hallway.
I miss you I miss you I miss you.....sometimes I just want to close my eyes and be with you, where ever you are..I have some news for you..I will tell you next time, it is a little secret for now,and I don't want to give it away in case any one sees this blog, unlikely I know....did I say Johnny raised about £7000 for Marie Curie,,,you will be proud I know..I love you ,I miss you, I want to be with you, onwards and upwards,,,TT
Helen x
