Darling John,
hard to believe that it is almost 3 years since you died and left me forever. Still hurts not to see your happy smiling face, filled with love for me.
I have spent time with Penny and family, Johnny and family in the run up to Christmas and we had good fun and we missed you,I think we always will you were such a gentle benign presence in all our lives.
I took part in a lot of festive events and enjoyed them , and thought each time, how much you would have enjoyed them too.
I had Christmas lunch with Andrew and Lucy yesterday ,I thought the day went very well, they were both a little stressed with all the responsibility, but they needn't have been ,there are always a few hitches, on Christmas day. I think it was a success.
Love and miss you my darling, wish I could see you and hug you and laugh with you again.
Your ever loving wife, Helen TT xx
