I find this all very hard. I thought I would be super woman, in fact, I feel very fragile.
I am OK dispensing the medication, although I feel the responsibility of that,weighs heavy at times.I don't even mind emptying the bottle, doing the laundry, laying out clothes.
I do mind, the invasion of the carers, the hospital visits, the ever changing situation, the constant visitors.
I hate Mersey Julie Ann, they are a stressed out organisation,and that impacts on me and then on John.
I have too much responsibility ,too much on my shoulders. I have to register with a new agencies, tomorrow, maybe, but i can't face it. I hate the conversations, I hate feeling patronised.
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