The Force Awakens

Hello darling John


as ever I miss you...and I have been busy.

Enjoying the new Artist's Way group...I have had two half days with the group with a view to starting  our course of workshops on January 14th -a Thursday- and The Creative Cluster...the alumni are with me again on a Monday evening.

I am seeing two clients still people who have been with me for years on and off since I came back to Liverpool. I supervise Brian which I enjoy.

I did a three hour intro to inner child with one young woman last week...it was very successful but wow three hours one on one..all that concentration..I was wiped out after....to think I used to see six folk a day in Ireland.

I love the work ..but need to keep the balance right as I get older I find it takes more out of me.

I need to work too....for my soul...I like making a difference in people's lives- it is my gift and it is a privilege,


I need to fill up the hole in my life since you left me....and work helps..just enough.

I went to a celebration of Anita's life with the Adlerian society on Monday evening..it was a beautiful tribute to my dear Anita and Nina was there I felt so proud of her she was dignified and so real...like her mum,she is such a beautiful young woman in all ways she said she felt uplifted by all the stories about Anita.I understand that totally that is how I feel when folk talk about you.

I still post on your facebook site...write to you here....talk to you at the Beech tree...and to your picture...if I have a glass of wine I always toast your picture. --silently --if I think people with think I am crazy.

I went to the Metropolitan Cathedral a few weeks ago...a celebration of the work of Marie Curie and we lit candles for our loved one...you in my case, I also thought of Anita and my auntie Isa.


It was very moving with beautiful poems ,music and songs and the helpers came in at the end carrying daffodils,,,that made me cry.

Dear John Christmas is not the same without you...I decorated the tree by myself....actually it was ok..comforting...memories with each decoration...and the music- we were very happy...very lucky-I am thankful for that my dear love.


I saw Patsy yesterday///they are up to their eyes in dust and much from the builders in their new home...but she is philosophical about it.as they are away for Christmas.

I love those two....hope to see more of them next year.....the house is looking festive, tree books music, new sofa .new floor lamp..old fireplace gone and the tv on the wall....I wonder what you would make of it all.


I was at the doctor this morning...all ok she gave me some cream for a rash I have had since Halloween, kept thinking it would just go...but it did not.


Dishwasher guy just left...fourth visit....looks like they need to take it away to look at it in the workshop...thank goodness I am away for nine days over Christmas.

The big news everywhere is the new Star Wars film The Force Awakens opens today,in fact they showed it at one minute past midnight in all the cinemas...it is going to be on 24/7 for weeks.

Happily Andrew and Lucy invited me to go with them tomorrow night...aren't they great- I was thinking of going tonight or tomorrow afternoon to fact....but this is great we are going to the Odeon in town tickets...cost an arm and a leg..so it must be special.

I love you darling I miss you...love you always and forever,,,Helen T.T. xx