John has been told that he will live longer than we thought , thanks to great care and magical medicine!
I guess no one really knows, and I wish they had never given us their idea of a time, it hangs over your head, makes mornings a bit scary, for me at least. I remember feeling a bit scared in the morning when I was staying with dad, and even when I was not there, being relieved when the first text was answered.
Somehow night time is harder when there is sickness in your life.
So onwards and upwards, maybe make some plans, I felt scared to look too far ahead on January 1st.
I was worried that we would not get to London for the theatre, but wanted to risk the booking because having nice things to look forward to, is good for me , good for folk.
Today we got some back dated benefits too, so all in all, a day to feel grateful, lots of things for my gratitude journal.
Thank you to whoever is to be thanked, "the universe" "existence" " scientists" "doctors" loving family", "loving friends" " god" "goddess" all the folk who prayed, and lit candles.
amen!
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